So are you like that, staying in Mathura and trying to enjoy like Kamsa? What was the destination of Kamsa? What did he get? What is the destination of the demons who are killed by Lord Hari? They attain the Brahman effulgence — they achieve brahma-sāyujya-mukti. But kaivalyaṁ narakāyate — becoming one with the Supreme is a hellish situation. Vaiṣṇavas don’t want it.